Shannon Alline Connolly - Site Memorial Online

Hey babe I just stopped in to wish you and everyone A HAppy Thaksgiving, today I am thankful to spend some time with all my kids and family and extended family. I wish your mom well. I hope Mak is doing fine. I love you and miss you much. Watch over everyone as I know you already do. See you soon in my dreams.
Love ya Ciao Bella xoxox

Thanksgiving today.  I really don't have much to be thankful for anymore.  I still have Damian, Sean, the boys, Mak and of course Dez.  I hope if Wayne or Debbie is reading this they will out of the kindness of theit hearts send us a recent picture of Mak.  I know you see her everyday and watch out for her.  I wish I could do the same.  I love and miss you all.

                                                  Mom

Hey babe I am sorry not to write you on your anniversary but I was on a plane early in the morning. Babe I miss you sooooo much, GOOD and TRUE friends are so hard to come by I truly treasure are friendship and wish you were here.  I talk to mom a couple of times a week to see how she is doing, for awhile I was scared because things were not good. But she is a fighter and I know she will fight this till the end. I love you and I know you are around me , Please watch over Mak like I know you are. I am sure she is as beautiful as her mom .  Love you much
Ciao Bella XOXOXO

HI HONEY,

   WE NO LONGER CELEBRATE THE HOLIDAYS AS THEY ARE NOT HOLIDAYS TO US ANYMORE.  WE DO NOT GO OUT THERE AS WE KNOW YOU ARE NOT THERE BUT IN OUR HEARTS AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.  I WISH I COULD SEE MAK BEFORE I JOIN YOU AND DADDY BUT I KNOW THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN SO I JUST LOOK AT ALL HER PICTURES AND KNOW THAT SOMEDAY SHE WILL KNOW ALL.  I WILL SEE YOU ALL SOON MY LOVE.

                                                            MOM

Hey there sissy.Its been awhile but Im back.Theres been a lot of things going on here.Mom has been really sick and just got out of the hospital.Everything will go well.I pray for that every day.Its almost Thanksgiving and we will be celebrating it with you,Dad.and Tia shirley.I just wish we could celebrate it with Mak.She is so precious and special to us.But we never get to see her.Its be a long time.We wish we knew at least how she was doing.We missed coming out to see you on the anniversary of your passing because we dont want to start any trouble there.We just wish they had the heart to let Mak know her family.But I guess if we pray.One day that will come true.Desire has been a big help to us.You would be so thankful to her.Well Im sure you are.She is a very special person to me and mom.And always will be.Well my sissy girl.You be good and tell everyone I said hi and I love and miss them.And I will talk to you again.Drop me a few lines when you got the time.soberstud2006@yahoo.com  Ill be waiting.I love you sissy.

HI BABYGIRL CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL.  MY VOICE IS ALMOST GONE NOW SO AT LEAST WE CAN STILL COMMUNICATE LIKE THIS.  i PRAY YOU ARE ALL WAITING TO GEET ME AS i KNOW WHERE I AM GOING.  MY ONLY REGRET IS NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE MAK BEFORE I GO.  I PRAY THAT YOU KNOW I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO SEE HER BUT THEY REFUSE TO LET IT HAPPEN.  LEST THEY FORGET I AM NOT GONE YET AND YOU KNOW ME, I STILL HAVE A FEW SUPRISES UP MY SLEEVE.  THE LAW IN EVERY STATE SAYS EACH PERSON HAS A RIGHT TO THEIR OPINIONS AND YOU KNOW MINE.  SOMEDAY THEY WILL SEE THE HUGE MISTAKE THEY HAVE MADE IN PLAYING WITH A CHILDS LIFE AND GOD WILL SURELY SEE THAT THEY ARE PUNISHED FOR IT.  I PRAY AND WORRY FOR HER EVERYDAY.  I WILL BE LONG GONE BY THE TIME SHE IS OLD ENOUGH TO COME ON YOUR SITE AND KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING.  I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THEIR NEED TO HURT US AND MAK.  THEIR SELFISHNESS IS UNBELIEVABLE.  BUT WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND TEN FOLD AND I HAVE NO PITY ON THEM.  DEZ HAS BEEN SUCH A HELP AND I KNOW SHE WILL ALWAYS WATCH OVER MAK.  IT'S SAD THE BOYS HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SEE HER, THEY ASK FOR HER ALL THE TIME.  MAK IS NOT THE ONLY CHILD THEY ARE HURTING.  I PRAY WHEN I AM GONE MAYBE THEY WILL RECOCNNECT WITH THE FAMILY AND LET EVERYONE SEE HER.  IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AND THEY KNOW IT.  I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THEY CAN BE SO HEARTLESS WHEN IT COMES TO MY PRECIOUS BABY.  I AM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH FORGIVING THEM.  GOD SAYS WE MUST BUT THEY HAVE MADE IT SO HARD.  IT IS SO SAD THAT SHE MAY NEVER KNOW HER REAL FAMILY AND HOW MUCH THEY LOVE HER, BUT AS I SAID SHE WILL GROWN AND LEARN THAT LIARS AND CHEATERS NEVER PROSPER.  MAYBE THAT IS WHY SHE SAID SHE IS MISERABLE, BUT HER SAYING SHE WOULD HAVE LEFT WAYNE MONTHS EARLIER BUT SHE FEARED FOR MAK, THAT REALLY HURTS AND BOTHERS ME.  I WISH SHE WOULD STAND UP FOR HERSELF AND DO THE RIGHT THING, I KNOW SHE IS BASICALLY A GOOD PERSON BUT HE HAS GOTTEN TO HER WITH HIS LIES AND DECEIT.  HER MISERY WILL ONLY REFLECT BACK ON MAK AND SOMEDAY SHE WILL SEE THE ERR OF HER WAYS.  THERE IS NO HOPE FOR HIM, HE IS WHAT HE HAS ALWAYS AND WILL ALWAYS BE.  AND THOSE ARE MY OPINIONS WHICH I AM ENTITLED TO.  I WILL SEE YOU SOON MY LOVE. SAY HI TO DADDY AND EVERYONE FOR ME.  I LOVE YOU BABYGIRL.

 

                            MOM 

WELL HONEY HERE IS THE LETTER I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WRITE FOR 2 WEEKS NOW.  DON'T BE SAD.  I WILL BE JOINING YOU ALL SOON, THANK GOD.  DR. SAYS I AM IN THE PNEUMONIA STAGE NOW AND THAT IS THE LAST, A FEW DAYS A FEW WEEKS NO MORE.  MY ONLY REGRET IS NOT TO BE ABLE TO SEE MAK BEFORE I GO.  I THOUGHT AT LEAST SHE WOULD HAVE HEART ENOUGH TO AT LEAST SEND A CURRENT PICTURE BUT YOU KNOW HOW THAT GOES.  TELL DADDY HI AND I WILL SEE YOU ALL SOON.  I LOVE YOU FOREVER

 

                            MOM

Im here again.I hope you dont mind.Everytime I write you I cry the whole time.I miss you so much.Its not fair.I guess god needed someone like you special up there.Hold on please.I cant see through these tears..Snannie help the lord to help us see makayla.I miss her so much.Wayne is just a ?Shes the only thing we have left of you.I dont believe its fair that we cant see her.Im sure she misses us to.But what can we do?Shannie ask your boss to help us.I gotta go .I cant stop crying.You be good and give hugs and kisses to all.I love you so much.I" ll never forget you.EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well hi there lil sis.Its me again.Got some more great news.I have got another poem published.They sent me another letter and told me I am now an international author.I am so pleased.I dediacated the first one to you and dad,and tia shirley.I hope youll like it when you read it.I feel so good to have given up the buds and beer.My life Is getting so much better day by day.I have made it.I just wish you and dad were here to help me celebrate my big accomplishment.It would have meant a lot to me.But I know your watching down over me.And I hope your proud of me.Cause I am.I read the daily bread bible every day to me and mom.And our lives are improving.For the better.I hope all Is well with you and dad.I love you both so much.And miss you dearly.Well I just wanted to stop in and let you know your big bro has done something good with his life.Ill love you forever and ever.And Ill see you again one day.Boy that will be so great.Well lil sis Im gonna go.Tell everyone I said hi and I miss and love them.Kisses and hugs to all of you.Bye sissy.I love you.

Hey babe,
Long time no talk, although I saw the star last night. Well another b-day for Mak has gone and passed. I hope she had a nice birthday and you shine down upon her keeping her memories of you alive. I love you and miss you truly. Watch over mom and keep her strong. I know we will talk in my dreams again soon.
Ciao bella.  XOXOXOXO